I think my biggest problem with school and work is that it’s all one big boring pattern of the same thing day after day like why can’t I just one day get lost in a forest and then the next stay in and watch movies and learn a new recipe and the next rent a boat and drive it along the coast of a lake and look at all the houses and the next drive to a different state and stay the night like I just want to do things and I can’t because I have to work and go to class instead